#all the awards to jensen ackles #because really #you can literally see what’s going on in dean’s mind #like at first he can’t believe it #he calls his name #twice #because he can’t believe he’s actually gone #maybe he’s hoping it’s like with pamela #cas burnt her eyes out but she was still alive #but then #man #then you see him almost nodding #because of course kevin is dead #and of course dean thinks it’s his fault #kevin /trusted/ him #and this what happens when people trust him, right? #’i guess that’s what i do #i let down the people i love’
#you know what’s more? #usually he screams and yells out their names #he shakes them #he runs around trying to find a solution #he’s lost so many friends and family over the years #but now it’s three at once #one is keeping his distance #the other is gone #and the third is dead #you can literally see how empty his eyes are #he’s exhausted and broken #dean is so broken he can barely cry at first #he just hopes one last time that he can do something #he says kevin’s name twice because he’s always tried at least something #but obviously nothing happens #and then he just bows his head down acknowledging the truth and cries silently #all his energy is drained and whatever was left of his happiness is just shattered #also chances are he’s remembering the promise he made kevin #that he would never let anything happen to him
D O N ' T T O U C H M E !: A Johanna Mason fanmix
The Capitol can’t touch her. President Snow can’t touch her. A Johanna Mason appreciation fanmix for her wonderful swearing, her hotbod during the elevator scene, and her not relying to anyone but herself. [listen]
❧AU Advent Calender 2012 ❧ December 1
Dean is captain of the ship Impala. His brother, Sam, is his first mate. Together the pirate brothers venture for a way to redeem themselves of all the crimes they’ve committed; as well as a few pit-stops for gold.